My first year after Graduating

Wow where do i begin. I graduated being pregnant. No it was not a mistake. Remember I told you I had to grow up way to fast. So my body just assumed I was an adult and all these feelings and thoughts came over me. I decided i wanted to be a parent. I found my self a great guy. We met over the internet and talked for a while before we decided to meet.(this was during school) We met fell in love and got an apartment together. We discussed having a child together. We Met in July and got engaged in october. Guess what? 3 months later im pregnant. I was so excited yet had so many emotions rulling around inside of me. I completely changed my world. I left Chase and had no intentions on coming back. It took a very terrifying car accident to realize that if you have someone in your life at one point and there was a stupid reason behind losing them that you could lose them forever and the reason isnt good enough to throw everything away. I was 3 months pregnant when i totaled my car car in a head on collision. I called Chase that same night and started to work everything out. I had my son Lucas in September of 05. That was the happiest day of my life. We carried him around all the time and had tons of fun together. Thats when we decided we dont want all these memories in an apartment. You could leave at anytime and move somewhere else and nothing will be the same. So we started looking for a house. we found one we liked when Luke was 5 months old. And here we are still in the same house and have tons of memories. and places in the house that will never be taken from us. Then in Feb we got more great news. I'm pregnant hunny..It was at that point that we decided we wanted to get married. We got our taxes back and I began planning our wedding. In one week i had everything planned. and I was not stressed at any point. I believe if you get things taken care of right away then you can relax until the time comes. The only thing i was stressed about was that my final dress fitting was a week before the wedding. I got my dress back a couple days before my wedding and on my wedding day I could hardly get it zipped. Yeah i finally poped my belly with baby number 2. We had a great wedding. Then in November  we had our beautiful baby girl Madison. And things have just been crazy ever since. But thats for another blog.